aye aye, it's not that i want to abandon this blog, just that circumstances do not allow for it.. haiz 形势逼人啊...
but ahh well.. nothing has been interesting enough for me to update.. just going for work and back.. going for jap lessons on weekends. but BTW! i've passed my Elementary 1!! hmm boku wa tensai da hahaha... well that simply means i jus forked out another 200+++ for my E2 class @ bunka = ( . i hope the classmates and most importantly, the sensei is nice. like wad gima sensei has been fun to be with.
well work wise, ppl in my office will know, i did something wrong, i asked for it myself, and i gt it fair & square back lol. but it teach me sth about responsibility & accountability though, for ur own actions. shldnt drag ppl down with me when its my fault. I hate to 欠别人人情, not that its one to begin with this time, but i just dont like that feeling. makes me feel vv guilty deep down.
demo, i know i still owe ppl sth, yet it's different. it's like holding on to a past, or rather a medium, an excuse so that i can still find some topic-starter with it, 一个开场白。i know full well that the feeling is not mutual, not even sure now that my feelings have faded or not. i just selfishly want to maintain a bond with that person; anything is okie
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