周杰伦 - 不能说的秘密
冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面
拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见
最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐
回忆的画面
在荡着秋千 梦开始不甜
你说把爱渐渐 放下会走更远
又何必去改变 已错过的时间
你用你的指尖 阻止我说再见
想像你在身边 才完全失去之前
你说把爱渐渐 放下会走更远
或许命运的签 只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋 这一季的秋天
飘落後才发现 这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡 Credits to http://music.cn.yahoo.com
how shld i say about this movie.. though actually i watch it to see 桂纶镁 lol, but the story was quite bittersweet. Only just. as usual i dont like Jay chou acting.. i've always seen the same look on his face since Initial D to Curse of the golden flower to this. 是剧情需要，还是没有必要？
Japanese is getting harder to learn by the day.. i cant finish my lessons without getting stunned once or twice when takatsuka sensei asks me qns. taihen da! muzukashi da!
and the mocca advert about the muscleman selling his hse is stuck in my head!! everytime i see it i cant help but take a peek at it. OMG
roadman_fake whizzed by at 10:12 PM
i just had curry chicken rice for dinner, and downed gulps and gulps of ice water, like i was downing the flames inside me LOL. With a perfect understanding that this was gonna burn my insides, i just happily went ahead eating. Put it nicely, i was seeking thrills frm the spice. 不好听一点， 就叫自作贱。 haha
these few days has been hectic for me. like "finally stanley is busy with sth!" lol (that's wad i think). not enough sleep, plus office so few ppl around. i had a minor misunderstanding with my friend today while going back. he went to buy sth while i was buying food. then i left alone without him. he actually called me, saying that he was waiting for me after he finished with his stuff! very truthfully i mistook it that we agreed to part ways there. but still i feel apologetic to him.
on the way, i felt very lousy. thought that i was maybe unconsciously wishing that i could go back alone. thought that i was too used to being alone that i dont feel comfortable with company, especially with just another person. it has been going thru' my head so many times all the while, that i believe i really can't comunicate well and keep conversations going. Maybe i'm too self-conscious, maybe it's because i dont have enough social experience to pick up talking points with people. Ahh how can i change this part of my character??!!
maybe i shld go for speech therapy lol. Tada.
roadman_fake whizzed by at 9:20 PM
Heard this joke from some Tv show:
One day, a man walked into the library, and towards the counter. He said to the librarian, "Can i have a cheese burger pls?"
Bewildered, the librarian replied, "Sorry, but this is a library."
Like the man suddenly realised something from the reply, he leaned nearer and whispered softly, "K then, can i have a cheese burger pls?"
watched this miniseries, The Lost Room, yesterday upon recommendation by the 8 days. It's a really confusing show, so much that i went to wiki it after it ended @ 3 episodes. But the wits of the main character Joe, when he used the Objects to his advantage, was really enjoyable to watch.
roadman_fake whizzed by at 7:18 PM
aye aye, it's not that i want to abandon this blog, just that circumstances do not allow for it.. haiz 形势逼人啊...
but ahh well.. nothing has been interesting enough for me to update.. just going for work and back.. going for jap lessons on weekends. but BTW! i've passed my Elementary 1!! hmm boku wa tensai da hahaha... well that simply means i jus forked out another 200+++ for my E2 class @ bunka = ( . i hope the classmates and most importantly, the sensei is nice. like wad gima sensei has been fun to be with.
well work wise, ppl in my office will know, i did something wrong, i asked for it myself, and i gt it fair & square back lol. but it teach me sth about responsibility & accountability though, for ur own actions. shldnt drag ppl down with me when its my fault. I hate to 欠别人人情, not that its one to begin with this time, but i just dont like that feeling. makes me feel vv guilty deep down.
demo, i know i still owe ppl sth, yet it's different. it's like holding on to a past, or rather a medium, an excuse so that i can still find some topic-starter with it, 一个开场白。i know full well that the feeling is not mutual, not even sure now that my feelings have faded or not. i just selfishly want to maintain a bond with that person; anything is okie
roadman_fake whizzed by at 9:19 PM
