If anyone's still watching this space for updates, i'd like to extend my apologies to them.. some unexplained mood swings + spoil tantrum runs + ailing memory meant that blogging seemed more than an annoyance those days.well i'm not a really hyper person with ultra interesting encounters to fill in everyday, so i just like to reflect on things that happen around more often than not. Occasionally it's still okie, but once it gets too frequent, things start to appear worse than it actually is. i really thought i'm too passive about my life and not daring to reach out and effect some much-needed changes. but it will go on until i've learnt a way to think more positive thoughts and be less cautious and self-conscious. damn, 又想太多了！actually there's sth to be happy about now, my internet's up again! GRRR it shld be up last friday when i recontract with ****net, but it didnt and i couldnt get thru cos' of the weekends til today afternoon. had the strong urge to demand compensation frm them lol, but too hum to ask. Well, all is well, for now...ところで、日本語は難しいです！now we have to write a mini-essay about our family. really at a loss for words! 絶望でした！Heroes and Prison Break to look forward to tml.. not bad!Labels: Updates
roadman_fake whizzed by at 7:46 PM
周杰伦 - 不能说的秘密
冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面
拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见
最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐
回忆的画面
在荡着秋千 梦开始不甜
你说把爱渐渐 放下会走更远
又何必去改变 已错过的时间
你用你的指尖 阻止我说再见
想像你在身边 才完全失去之前
你说把爱渐渐 放下会走更远
或许命运的签 只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋 这一季的秋天
飘落後才发现 这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡 Credits to http://music.cn.yahoo.com
how shld i say about this movie.. though actually i watch it to see 桂纶镁 lol, but the story was quite bittersweet. Only just. as usual i dont like Jay chou acting.. i've always seen the same look on his face since Initial D to Curse of the golden flower to this. 是剧情需要，还是没有必要？
Japanese is getting harder to learn by the day.. i cant finish my lessons without getting stunned once or twice when takatsuka sensei asks me qns. taihen da! muzukashi da!
and the mocca advert about the muscleman selling his hse is stuck in my head!! everytime i see it i cant help but take a peek at it. OMG
roadman_fake whizzed by at 10:12 PM
i just had curry chicken rice for dinner, and downed gulps and gulps of ice water, like i was downing the flames inside me LOL. With a perfect understanding that this was gonna burn my insides, i just happily went ahead eating. Put it nicely, i was seeking thrills frm the spice. 不好听一点， 就叫自作贱。 haha
these few days has been hectic for me. like "finally stanley is busy with sth!" lol (that's wad i think). not enough sleep, plus office so few ppl around. i had a minor misunderstanding with my friend today while going back. he went to buy sth while i was buying food. then i left alone without him. he actually called me, saying that he was waiting for me after he finished with his stuff! very truthfully i mistook it that we agreed to part ways there. but still i feel apologetic to him.
on the way, i felt very lousy. thought that i was maybe unconsciously wishing that i could go back alone. thought that i was too used to being alone that i dont feel comfortable with company, especially with just another person. it has been going thru' my head so many times all the while, that i believe i really can't comunicate well and keep conversations going. Maybe i'm too self-conscious, maybe it's because i dont have enough social experience to pick up talking points with people. Ahh how can i change this part of my character??!!
maybe i shld go for speech therapy lol. Tada.
roadman_fake whizzed by at 9:20 PM
Heard this joke from some Tv show:
One day, a man walked into the library, and towards the counter. He said to the librarian, "Can i have a cheese burger pls?"
Bewildered, the librarian replied, "Sorry, but this is a library."
Like the man suddenly realised something from the reply, he leaned nearer and whispered softly, "K then, can i have a cheese burger pls?"
watched this miniseries, The Lost Room, yesterday upon recommendation by the 8 days. It's a really confusing show, so much that i went to wiki it after it ended @ 3 episodes. But the wits of the main character Joe, when he used the Objects to his advantage, was really enjoyable to watch.
roadman_fake whizzed by at 7:18 PM
aye aye, it's not that i want to abandon this blog, just that circumstances do not allow for it.. haiz 形势逼人啊...
but ahh well.. nothing has been interesting enough for me to update.. just going for work and back.. going for jap lessons on weekends. but BTW! i've passed my Elementary 1!! hmm boku wa tensai da hahaha... well that simply means i jus forked out another 200+++ for my E2 class @ bunka = ( . i hope the classmates and most importantly, the sensei is nice. like wad gima sensei has been fun to be with.
well work wise, ppl in my office will know, i did something wrong, i asked for it myself, and i gt it fair & square back lol. but it teach me sth about responsibility & accountability though, for ur own actions. shldnt drag ppl down with me when its my fault. I hate to 欠别人人情, not that its one to begin with this time, but i just dont like that feeling. makes me feel vv guilty deep down.
demo, i know i still owe ppl sth, yet it's different. it's like holding on to a past, or rather a medium, an excuse so that i can still find some topic-starter with it, 一个开场白。i know full well that the feeling is not mutual, not even sure now that my feelings have faded or not. i just selfishly want to maintain a bond with that person; anything is okie
roadman_fake whizzed by at 9:19 PM
ahhh 疲れた。。。 that's the feeling i've been having this whole weekthis week didnt start off too well... sick for 2 days in a row, only to return to alot of mundane work @ office. apparently this few weeks there's some new ppl being posted... private space getting a tad smaller lol.then there's this thing, i shall call it 'OT' b4 i put a disclaimer somewhr lol, on friday. me daniel and siulun had to navigate ard the town area for weird weird addresses. i was holding the map and trying to help daniel reach places i've nvr been to b4. Omg and most of them were private houses whose locations dont exist on street directories. So we 3 had a whole evening of stupid wrong addresses, stupid traffic & stupid dogs. imagine that i've to do it again on Tuesday. Zzzfortunately today is better. LUCKY. as usual japanese lessons in afternoon. i love it when i learn more vocab. but no-one to practise with after lessons. ahh anyone?? and so went to orchard>clarke quay to eat with jc peeps. 5 ppl turned up, hm not bad? haha but the Marutama Ramen @ Central, which my sensei recommended is really 美味しい！esp. the soup base & and the omelette thing, ppl pls try it. 'Nuff said. hhaha and so we walked along clarke quay, jus nice to catch the fireworks from marina bay. okie, it's not v impressive, but it did wow-ed us at times. we all thought it was more of smoke fest than fireworks celebrations... i think the indonesia haze isnt as serious as tht lol. then we took to drinking along Clarke quay? haha its like i nvr drank b4 lah, so i ordered this Long Island Iced Tea, which is supposed to be v light on alcohol. but still... i turned red as hell, even my eyes turn bloodshot. Strong heart ehh?? haha..Labels: Updates
roadman_fake whizzed by at 1:10 AM
Courtesy of alvin, here's a little riddle to test ur logic & reasoning skills. claimed that it's created by albert einstein, and only the smartest 2% of the population can solve it, but dont be disheartened if u cant. haha...
- In a street there are five houses, painted five different colors.
- In each house lives a person of different nationality
- These five homeowners each drink a different kind of beverage, smoke different brand of cigar and keep a different pet.
Einstein's riddle is: Who owns the fish?
Necessary clues:
1. The British man lives in a red house.
2. The Swedish man keeps dogs as pets.
3. The Danish man drinks tea.
4. The Green house is next to, and on the left of the White house.
5. The owner of the Green house drinks coffee.
6. The person who smokes Pall Mall rears birds.
7. The owner of the Yellow house smokes Dunhill.
8. The man living in the center house drinks milk.
9. The Norwegian lives in the first house.
10. The man who smokes Blends lives next to the one who keeps cats.
11. The man who keeps horses lives next to the man who smokes Dunhill.
12. The man who smokes Blue Master drinks beer.
13. The German smokes Prince.
14. The Norwegian lives next to the blue house.
15. The Blends smoker lives next to the one who drinks water.Labels: trivia
roadman_fake whizzed by at 12:13 AM
